Crops from the Brain Farm
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thecatevariNotes to myself:
I think I just fucked up and complicated my OWN RPS universe!! *cries*
So there was "One of Us Who Wants To Leave", right? With the never ending circles of Jared/Sandy, Jared/Jensen, Jensen/Chris, Chris/David B.
And then I FINALLY got some kind of resolution in "Here We Make Our Stand", with Jensen picking Jared. And you would think that was IT, right?
But then sweptawaybayou wrote "Sexual Suicide" where Chris goes back to David and David's moved on and it's SAD and Chris is all out in the cold and Chris said to me "Fuck this shit. I'm not taking this lying down!" and then Jared raised his hand and said, "But. Um. I still really love Sandy and I'm not sure I'm ready to let that go." And so I had this whole thing in my head about Jared and Jensen fight because Jensen CHOSE. He chose Jared and Jared won't choose him back. And so they have a HORRIBLE fight and Jensen goes out and runs into Chris and they have a dirty jerk-off in the bathroom and Jensen feels guilty and then feels angry for feeling guilty because he doesn't OWE JARED SHIT and then the next day Jared apologizes and tells Jensen he doesn't want to lose him....and then I'm right back at the triangle.
BUT NO. That wasn't complicated enough. No. Now Chris and Jensen have a huge argument and Jensen's like "I don't even know what you WANT, man!" and Chris is like "I want YOU." and Jensen is knocked for a loop and he's tired of all the bullshit and now he thinks he doesn't want EITHER Jared or Chris because he's fucking EXHAUSTED and neither one of them is making him happy...
...and Kink whispers in my ear that JDM is in the wings waiting for his shot with Jensen.
STOP ME. PLEASE, SOMEBODY STOP ME.
So I was thinking about that Lightverse sex club/Halloween fic as I was going to bed last night, as you do. And I was thinking that it's a really posh place and Sam's like "Dean, there's no way you could afford this" and it turns out that Dean did some work on the guy's Benz for free and got rid of a ghost when the club was just opening, so he's just cashing in some favors.
And so the club has a main floor, but there are also some private boxes on the second floor with windows that can be filtered to be opaque or not (sort of like Operations aerie in LFN) and Sam and Dean go up there and Dean's coming hard with the seducer act and he strips Sam naked except for the mask and he's fucking Sam up against the window and talking dirty in his ear (think Spike/Buffy in that one ep when they were in the Bronze) and then Sam sees someone glance up and then double take and then nudge her partner and then POINT. And then other people are pointing and looking and he realizes the glass isn't opaqued and he starts freaking out a little bit and he's like "Dean! Dean, the window's not filtered! They can see us. Dean!" and Dean just laughs and he's like, "Yeah, I know. I want them to see. I want everyone to see. Etc, etc." And Sam's freaking out, but it's really AWESOME too. And he's way too far gone to think about stopping. And he just comes ALL OVER THE GLASS and Dean's pressing him into it and smearing it and then when they're done, the people downstairs clap and cheer and Sam's like "FILTER THE GLASS, DEAN."
And um. I think I shorted something out in my own brain.
The first appearance of the name "Azazel" is in Leviticus 16:8, when God orders the high priest Aaron to "place lots upon the 2 goats, one marked for the Lord and the other marked for Azazel" on the Jewish Day of Atonement. The goat designated by lot for the Lord is to be used as a sin offering, while the goat designated for Azazel "shall be left standing alive before the Lord, to make expiation with it and to send it off to the wilderness to Azazel" (Lev. 16:10). Aaron was to "lay both his hands upon the head of the live goat and confess over it all the iniquities and transgressions of the Israelites, whatever their sins, putting them on the head of the goat; and it shall be sent off to the wilderness by someone designated for the task. Thus the goat shall carry on it all their iniquities to an inaccessible region; and the goat shall be set free in the wilderness" (Lev. 16:21-22). SAM IS THE MCCOY'S GOAT.
And then later: OH FUCK. It's DEAN. DEAN has to pretend to give Sam to the demon!
1. Dean has already bought credibility with the demon by "allying" himself with it through most of the novel.
2. After spending 22 years HIDING Sam from the demon, the demon would never believe that Mary would NOW sacrifice Sam.
3. The only other person the demon might believe would be Sam himself, but it would be more suspicious that something is up.
So if they're going to have any chance of getting over on the demon, they have to play to the cover story that Dean's already set up for himself and it JUSTIFIES him spending that much time 'getting in good' with it, which was another plot point I was having trouble with. So it's a two-fer!
And from Mona: And Azazel taught men to make swords and knives and shields and breastplates; and made known to them the metals [of the earth] and the art of working them
TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS AND HOW IT RELATES TO THE COLT. BECAUSE IT SO SO DOES.
Me: LOL. Swords to plowshares? The metal from the Colt came from metals that Azazel either touched or worked himself, passed down and reforged into different shapes as the time demanded. The bullets were all from those metals too.
I think I just fucked up and complicated my OWN RPS universe!! *cries*
So there was "One of Us Who Wants To Leave", right? With the never ending circles of Jared/Sandy, Jared/Jensen, Jensen/Chris, Chris/David B.
And then I FINALLY got some kind of resolution in "Here We Make Our Stand", with Jensen picking Jared. And you would think that was IT, right?
But then sweptawaybayou wrote "Sexual Suicide" where Chris goes back to David and David's moved on and it's SAD and Chris is all out in the cold and Chris said to me "Fuck this shit. I'm not taking this lying down!" and then Jared raised his hand and said, "But. Um. I still really love Sandy and I'm not sure I'm ready to let that go." And so I had this whole thing in my head about Jared and Jensen fight because Jensen CHOSE. He chose Jared and Jared won't choose him back. And so they have a HORRIBLE fight and Jensen goes out and runs into Chris and they have a dirty jerk-off in the bathroom and Jensen feels guilty and then feels angry for feeling guilty because he doesn't OWE JARED SHIT and then the next day Jared apologizes and tells Jensen he doesn't want to lose him....and then I'm right back at the triangle.
BUT NO. That wasn't complicated enough. No. Now Chris and Jensen have a huge argument and Jensen's like "I don't even know what you WANT, man!" and Chris is like "I want YOU." and Jensen is knocked for a loop and he's tired of all the bullshit and now he thinks he doesn't want EITHER Jared or Chris because he's fucking EXHAUSTED and neither one of them is making him happy...
...and Kink whispers in my ear that JDM is in the wings waiting for his shot with Jensen.
STOP ME. PLEASE, SOMEBODY STOP ME.
So I was thinking about that Lightverse sex club/Halloween fic as I was going to bed last night, as you do. And I was thinking that it's a really posh place and Sam's like "Dean, there's no way you could afford this" and it turns out that Dean did some work on the guy's Benz for free and got rid of a ghost when the club was just opening, so he's just cashing in some favors.
And so the club has a main floor, but there are also some private boxes on the second floor with windows that can be filtered to be opaque or not (sort of like Operations aerie in LFN) and Sam and Dean go up there and Dean's coming hard with the seducer act and he strips Sam naked except for the mask and he's fucking Sam up against the window and talking dirty in his ear (think Spike/Buffy in that one ep when they were in the Bronze) and then Sam sees someone glance up and then double take and then nudge her partner and then POINT. And then other people are pointing and looking and he realizes the glass isn't opaqued and he starts freaking out a little bit and he's like "Dean! Dean, the window's not filtered! They can see us. Dean!" and Dean just laughs and he's like, "Yeah, I know. I want them to see. I want everyone to see. Etc, etc." And Sam's freaking out, but it's really AWESOME too. And he's way too far gone to think about stopping. And he just comes ALL OVER THE GLASS and Dean's pressing him into it and smearing it and then when they're done, the people downstairs clap and cheer and Sam's like "FILTER THE GLASS, DEAN."
And um. I think I shorted something out in my own brain.
The first appearance of the name "Azazel" is in Leviticus 16:8, when God orders the high priest Aaron to "place lots upon the 2 goats, one marked for the Lord and the other marked for Azazel" on the Jewish Day of Atonement. The goat designated by lot for the Lord is to be used as a sin offering, while the goat designated for Azazel "shall be left standing alive before the Lord, to make expiation with it and to send it off to the wilderness to Azazel" (Lev. 16:10). Aaron was to "lay both his hands upon the head of the live goat and confess over it all the iniquities and transgressions of the Israelites, whatever their sins, putting them on the head of the goat; and it shall be sent off to the wilderness by someone designated for the task. Thus the goat shall carry on it all their iniquities to an inaccessible region; and the goat shall be set free in the wilderness" (Lev. 16:21-22). SAM IS THE MCCOY'S GOAT.
And then later: OH FUCK. It's DEAN. DEAN has to pretend to give Sam to the demon!
1. Dean has already bought credibility with the demon by "allying" himself with it through most of the novel.
2. After spending 22 years HIDING Sam from the demon, the demon would never believe that Mary would NOW sacrifice Sam.
3. The only other person the demon might believe would be Sam himself, but it would be more suspicious that something is up.
So if they're going to have any chance of getting over on the demon, they have to play to the cover story that Dean's already set up for himself and it JUSTIFIES him spending that much time 'getting in good' with it, which was another plot point I was having trouble with. So it's a two-fer!
And from Mona: And Azazel taught men to make swords and knives and shields and breastplates; and made known to them the metals [of the earth] and the art of working them
TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS AND HOW IT RELATES TO THE COLT. BECAUSE IT SO SO DOES.
Me: LOL. Swords to plowshares? The metal from the Colt came from metals that Azazel either touched or worked himself, passed down and reforged into different shapes as the time demanded. The bullets were all from those metals too.
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Date: 2007-10-30 10:27 pm (UTC)There is no way I'm stopping you from this one, baby!!
*eg*
OMG! Swords to plowshares. *cries* Your story is so going to be better than my story.
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Date: 2007-10-31 01:15 am (UTC)Yeah. That was originally an email to Mona, T and Jess and none of them would stop me either. *sighs*
Your story is so going to be better than my story.
It really won't. Mine doesn't even have any smut.
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Date: 2007-10-30 10:28 pm (UTC)NEVAAAAAAAAAH!!! *does little enabling dance*
I'm really enjoying reading your process... I actually worked my way backwards and am having a lot of fun (and yes, am all excited because suddenly there's a plethora of PT stuff I haven't read!)
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Date: 2007-10-31 02:24 am (UTC)Well, one of us should be having fun with my process, right? There'll be a lot more of it when NaNo starts; I'm planning on finishing Dark Mary. Or trying like hell, anyway. :D
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Date: 2007-10-30 11:27 pm (UTC)but then the lightverse LIQUIFIES my brain, so i have no worries.
and the last bit puts it back together and sends it WHIRRING with thoughts of twists and plots and HOW DAMN AWESOME THIS FIC WILL BE.
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Date: 2007-10-31 02:30 am (UTC)#2, well it liquefies MY brain, so at least I know THAT'S working. :D
#3 Man, I hope so. Because if I write 100,000 words and no one reads it?? I'll DIE.
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Date: 2007-10-30 11:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-31 02:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-31 05:15 am (UTC)STOP ME. PLEASE, SOMEBODY STOP ME.
No way on God's green earth am I stopping you. Chris/Jensen will always be first and favorite to me, but dear lord and lady you need to listen to Kink. *nods emphatically*
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Date: 2007-10-31 05:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-31 06:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-31 05:16 am (UTC)I really need something to cling to right now. JESUS. Bye-bye ovaries.
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Date: 2007-10-31 05:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-31 05:58 am (UTC)